September 2012
1 post
Only reason why I am still alive is that I can’t kill my self and face the consequence afterwards.That must mean there is hope:-)
July 2012
1 post
Ask jeeves recently asked does the Illimanti...
There’s something dodgy with the Olympics or is just me?
2012 might be a year to remember or to forget?
Despite having seven years to prepare only at the last minute we hear G4S, the only security company hired to keep the games secure and to recruit staff has failed to do so?
The: army, police, have been drawn in to fill the gaps-really!
It’s the first time in any Olympics games that only...
April 2012
10 posts
cillout maAn..DAmIT! →
A Habitual,Hallucination,Hallucinogens Sufi
Why do I need to distory my self with:
Drugs
Alcohol
cigarettes
Caffene
when on the otherhand sufis can get better comfort and high and pleasure without Intoxicants! their answear is “And make not your own hands contribute to your destruction.” Surah, Al-Baqara, 2: 195
THE DEAD TALK?
She had died 3 month ago.
She was in my dream wearing a white jumper with long curly brown locks.
she smiled and was there helping me out.
she was alive and real, and I was happy to see hear.
she said “I need to tell you somthin” inportant! or ” give you somthing”?
she knew what I knew that she knew and know now.
I never saw her again!
March 2012
3 posts
MIND CONTROL..YOU arnt YOU
Are we really in control? or is it controlled for us from day one -Are the decisions we think we made and the path we’ve taken been carefully orchestrated to make sure that the we are kept away from the real path that we intended to walk down.
Look back and put the logical things that we say “would or should have” or “wish”done in our life’s which may have...
vhat..vhat...vhat...
Procrastinating………………………………………………….
…………………………………..means?……………………………………
...
Dreams .....Awake
Forget about soaps! whats in my head is far more educational and entertaining as its more fun never predictable and is in actul 4D with all the senses which No cinema or Manmade technology can ever please or beat.
I see,enjoy,learn,feel things that CGI can never give but fail.
Love it good or bad when they become ture scene by scene it works.
Like today-
Me in the crypt with rei-
How did I...
February 2012
5 posts
Headstone
I was on my way home on the underground and thought to my self..hmmm..what would my headstone-epitaph say? Somthing real and honest and something I can benefit from ?
Rajaul Hoque
Finally gets laid!
:-)
RIP
Rajaul Hoque →
